Is there any weight even coming off of me anymore?
I've had enough of starving myself and it getting me no where. I want the fat to fall off of me! Everytime I look at myself, I feel sheer disgust and disappointment. How could I have let myself get this far? How could my parents sit there watch me balloon out like this? Did they find it funny that their daughter got bullied for being a fatty. And as far as affection and intimacy went in High School, that was a none until I started dieting. It just goes to show that there's no love in this world for anyone who's fat.
Oh, and once again, I've missed my period, so my belly's huge and I feel like a flump. Plus, it's getting so cold that it's so hard to find the motivation to do any exercise anymore. I'm going out today with my sister. I hope today's going to be good. I'm in need of cheering up.
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